私は愛する

2011-04-26T20:47:00.000-07:00

这世界太虚伪、太可怕。

Smiley and Me

2011-01-21T00:47:00.000-08:00

虚假与真实。

2011-01-20T01:45:00.000-08:00

人类是种难以猜测和捉摸的动物，而光看他外表是无法判断他人格的好坏，也无法理解他的思维想法。很多时候，我们都会不由自主地陷入以貌取人的状态，但等我们回过神来，我们会发现那只是一种极度浮浅与幼稚的做法。即使是这样，选择活在自己和他人虚假的谎言世界的人还真是不少。简单的说，人就像是一粒苹果。有些苹果，外在看起来非常漂亮，又红又新鲜，一点瑕疵都没有。可是，在你把它切开以后，你却发现它并不如你想象中那么完美，因为它的核心竟是全烂的。它华丽的外表却只不过是遮掩它内心丑陋的工具，而浮浅的人儿就这样傻傻地掉入这圈套。

相反的，有些苹果，外在看起来没什么特别，甚至有些损伤和糜烂，一点都不起眼。可是，尽管它那不完美的外表，它里面的核心却是完好无缺，根本就和普通的苹果一样。问题是，你有尝试把这不起眼的苹果切开吗？你是否愿意给它机会呢？还是说，你打从一开始就没以同样的眼光看待过它，所以连更深一层地了解它的机会都不想给呢？

其实，每个人都有自己的优缺点，而我们都应该宽容的接受、体谅和了解对方的缺点。每个人在这世上都是独一无二的各物体，而没有一个人能够取代另一个人，但也正因如此我们才会变得特别。所以，就算他人的行为举止或外表有点儿怪，或是和大众不同，我们也不能因为这样而排挤他、歧视他啊。每个人都有不同的表达方式，就因为他人的表达方式和自己的不同，就把他给归类成“怪咖”，那是不是很不成熟、很不理智呢？

“一个人是不可能可以完全了解另外一个人的。”没错，我也知道我们是不可能可以完全了解另一个人。但是，我觉得，在完全不了解一个人的状况下，我们根本就没有评价他的权力和资格。如果你能够敞开心扉，用心去感受和尝试去了解身边的人，你或许会有新奇的发现。你可能会发现你讨厌的人在了解之下并没那么惹人厌，甚至还能把敌意化为一段新的友谊呢。朋友啊！别再让他人的闲言闲语误导自己的想法，别再让他人的指指点点封闭了自己的心，更别让他人浮浅的想法阻止自己去了解别人、阻止自己去尝试切开那不起眼的苹果。

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我从来都没有讨厌过你，因为我知道谣言都是假的。我从来都没有排挤过你，因为我知道那种感觉很不好受。我从来都没有怀疑过你，因为我知道，在我眼前的那个你，我所认识的那个你，我所了解的那个你，才是最真实、最实在的你。(:

2010-09-01T02:28:00.000-07:00

我想你明白可能不是爱

我想你只想找个替代

你都说自己并没有那么可爱

我想你明白

这并不是爱

我想你忘了什么是爱

我不过是可爱

却还不够被爱

Prelims are finally over!

But it means that there is only yet so little time left to O levels.

Not good not good.

I'm really tired of everything..

All the studying, all the work, all the tests, all the exams, EVERYTHING.

Stressed to the max.

I hate it when people think that I can't do it.

I've gotta prove that I can do it.

And better than THEM.

RRRR.

Anyway, my throat sucks.

Sore throat, and I can't sing:( I want to sing so badly and at this time, I fell sick.

AWWW MAN.

Stupid virus go away..

AH.

Nth better to say le.

缤纷人生

2010-07-05T06:09:00.000-07:00

Colourful Socks. Colourful Shoes.
Suddenly came across this picture on net.
I must be crazy; I actually have the idea to do this too...
It's stupid and crazy and bimbo and funny and retarded...
But I really have the urge to wear them and run around in the streets.
Maybe after O levels I shall try.
Or maybe not.
I'm not a lunatic after all.
Okay, so what am I saying-.-
Never mind.
I must be too bored=.=

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SS test's tomorrow, and I'm down here blogging. But i guess it's alright, because I already studied! Hahaha, but still it doesn't mean that I will score well:/ I hate the feeling when I already put in effort in doing something, but yet, the outcomes are not what I have expected it to be. Must be the fact that I'm not very smart... But never mind, I don't believe that it will always be like that. Things will be better, I'm for sure! Um! Jiayous!!

Haha I feel like a retard cheering myself on.
But there's nothing wrong to do so right? I mean if there's no one else cheering you on, might as well cheer yourself! HOOHOO.
There are times when friends can't be there with you; there are times when you have to be dependent on yourself.
At this point of time, when everyone is working towards the same goal and in the same "competition", you can't expect others to help you.
Humans are selfish and heartless.
Maybe I'm pessimistic or stereotype, but that's an undeniable fact.
Yes it is.

在爱与不爱间

2010-07-04T05:03:00.000-07:00

看不清却又不想看清。
你我都不够勇敢地面对自己的感情。
感情被懂得，是种幸福，等待着被懂得是种孤独。。 。
你总是那么暧昧模糊，让人读不懂，想不通，看不透，你心里到底在想些什么。
啊。
真烦。
什么鬼啊，想说又不说。有病吗？
有感觉就该让我知道嘛。
还敢说我。自己还不是一样。。。
躲躲藏藏的。你是寄居蟹哦？
奇怪。
啊。
懒得理你。
哼！

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Can't believe that I actually have the time to post this now, when what I am suppose to do is to practice Dance. Instead, I'm stopping halfway to post this crap. And to think of it, this is actually the first time i'm posting something so personal and cheem.. But i doubt anyone would see it anyway, so it's okay. I guess.

The road ahead seems shorter now. Lesser time, lesser distance. Everyone is making their final sprints; so should I. I don't want to be lagging behind after all. I want to prove that I can, too, do it. Although I'm not very smart nor look very smart, I'm actually not very stupid. 45 more days to prelims... What a short period. And before I know it, it would be the actual thing. O levels.

I seriously do hope that the Dr Maha's class will be helpful to me. She's like so fierce and strict. But at least we are really doing work. Not that the previous english class was not good, but it seems that the current one may be more useful to me. So i SHALL work hard. Yes, I can do it.

As for chemistry, one of my weakest subjects ( but also a subject that I improved tremendously... ), the teaching is leaving for an operation. I hope that Mrs Lam gets well soon and that the op is a successful one. All the best to her. I really wish that she will be ok, it's rather worrying. I mean, she may be scolding me all the time because i'm not clever, and i may not really like her due to that, I cannot deny that she is a responsible and good teacher. I think i can understand why she was rather naggy and unhappy previously, and why she seemed to be so angry and irritated easily. Sighs, if only I could realise it earlier, that it was for our good. Jia you Mrs Lam!:) May God bless her and let her have a speedy recovery. I will promise to love chemistry and do my best for it. A1 ahhh, here i come! I will not let Mrs Lam down:)

Oh no, I think i better go prac dance le, instead of sitting here typing this. Ah so long blog. And sorry for leaving you to dead and rot for like so long:(

2009-12-05T07:03:00.000-08:00

Another week zoomed past. Time has been passing, for my case, miracly fast. It seemed like it's the start of the holidays just the other day and now, half of my holidays are already gone and in just another day's time, i'll be leaving the country for a long long time. A one and a half month trip to Beijing will definitely be a fruitful one, but nevertheless, I believe that when one gains something, one will also lose something on the other hand. It' just like a balance beam. One side will never be heavier than the other, nor lighter. Knowledge may be gained and friendships may be forged, but the precious times that are meant to be spent with the family and friends will be lost. Also, school work will be missed out and so on. This will be the very first time i'm spending christmas and new year's day overseas, without the company of my family. Well, guess that's something i need to adapt to.
Basically, i must admit that i didn't did much this week. But nevertheless, i'm still going to share with you what i have done for this week.

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Wednesday: My favourite cheryl darling and flora darling came over to play. Cheryl darling brought our beloved ss501's concert and we watched it happily. After that, we went crazy just by playing the goold old board game "game of life". Reason? We have been winning money from the spin to win every turn, to our surprisingly happy horror. It's as if money have been dropping from the sky, like rain drops. Anyway, we sure did have lots of fun:)

Thursday: Went out with my brother, flora and aloysious to watch our long awaited movie "NEW MOON". The books were fantastic. Like omg, there's the forever-17-charming-prince Edward, and the ever-clumsy-princess Bella. If that's not enough, a hot and sizzling Jacob of temperature 108 degrees will definitely set a girl's heart on fire. The movie was great, if you ask me, but well i have to admit that i'm biased and therefore my comment is unreliable. But seriously, i almost cried at many parts of the show. Almost, because i was holding back my tears and controlling it from rolling down my cheeks. If not, at the end of the movie, you'll see me with two streaks of black liquid stained on my cheeks. Shouldn't have put eye liner taht very day, sighs. The reason for my tears wasa simple one- Edward left Bella. I just couldn't take that part. I mean, i have read that part for like a few times and i'll still cry when i read it again. Thought that it might be a different case for the movie, probably i'll already be numb to the fact that Bella's going to suffer after Edward leave her, but hey no, i still can't help but feel sad and cry. I don't know what my problem is, too. At first i was taking it alright, until the part when Bella said "you...don't...want me?" and Edward said "no". That's it. To make it worse, a few more heart wrenching lines were said.

"You are not good enough for me."

"Promise me you'll never do anything reckless and i'll promise you it will be as if i'd never existed."

....

But well, it ended with a happy ending:) And i like it. Haha. Flora wasn't that pleased though, because she's team jacob and i'm team edward:) VAMPIRES ARE DEFINITELY BETTER. But whatever. Took loads of pics that day, and i have already uploaded them onto facebook. Too lazy to put them up on blog as well. Besides i don't have that much time left, am flying to beijing on Monday morning. Anw, had a wonderfully nice dream for the past two nights after wathing New Moon. And please, let that dream continue:) How i wish the dream will continue to unfold...

I'm not sure if i can post somemore over there in beijing but well, wishin all of you an advanced merry christmas and a happy new year. Seeing all of you next year! Will miss everyone, including you, whoever you are that is reading this now.:) Night then. So long~!

2009-11-29T08:32:00.000-08:00

A long long time since I have last posted, and finally, I have the mood to post now. Actually, the truth is i'm just too BUSY to post. I have to settle lots of stuff, like homework and projects and others before the 7th of december, since i'm going overseas on that day till the 16th of january. Anyone gonna miss me? Haha, i shall not be that thick-skinned. :) So i shall talk about the first two weeks of my holiday. :)

First Week

Monday: Went out to buy flora's birthday present!! Hoorah!! Chose a necklace and a soft toy rabbit for her. After that went to watch movie with a friend- My Girlfriend's A Secret Agent. Woah that show is super cool! It's a somewhat a love comedy, plus action:) Laughed till i choke on the popcorn-.- In the end that night i dream of me being a secret agent, and i dreamt of wendy lol. Was fighting with her in school and she was flunked off a building:o Lucky i decided to be nice and went to save her. So it's a happy ending. She admitted her crimes and decided to repent, and we became bet friends. Alright it's a lame dream, but the action was good man:D

Tuesday: Went to eat dinner with Cheryl darling, because it's her birthday!!! YAY! MY DARLING IS ONE YEAR OLDER LE! But i was pretty sorry because i couldnt accompany her the whole day. Was feeling rather unwell the prev night and that morning itself, suffered a bad stomache plus backache D: Sighs. But oh well i rested and we went to 18 chef for dinner yay!!! Once again happy belated birthday cheryl! Although i doubt you'll be seeing this:X

at 18 chef

randomx

model? o.O

The so called "night scenery" a.k.a ye jing

Me with the lights:)

Thursday: Went over to flora's house to pass her her pressie!! Because it's her bday!! Oh gosh so many friends having their birthday on november!! But anyways! Happy belated birthday to flora too!! Hope that you like the pressie^^

Friday: Went to film ss project^^ Haha, we went to airport and i was acting as a terrorist, so basically the security guards were looking at me:X probably wondering what i was doing. NO I'M NOT PUTTING A REAL BOMB.. don't suspect me lahh:X I so innoncent (**acts innonent**) Lol jkjk:) Lalala..

Second week

Monday: Went out to watch movie with friend:) Actually wanted to go escape to play play but it was drizzling on that day, plus i doubt it's open. Wanted to go bowlin also, but the lanes are all full. **pouts** So in the end brought my friend to try out this machine i think its virtual rider or smth. Fun!! Yay. Then went to arcade to slack around and see ppl play because we hve nth to do. After that like finally, the theatre is open!! Yay. We watched a christmas carol:) Nice nice nice, but some parts a bit scary!:x the ghosts and stuff. But the movie itself is quite meaningful. Haha. Blah blah blah... flora was supposed to come along as well but she cant D:

This was taken secretly, because actually not allowed to take pics de. But hey im the same height as Alvin the chipmunk, wth=.=

Christmas deco so nice!!

On the bus.

Wednesday: Went facial!! Yay flora accompany me. Went back t school first to pass up hmwk and then went t lunch and then facial:) took pics yay~! We shopped around orchard and yes i finally get to go to PLAZA SINGAPURA'S ETUDE HOUSE OMG THE LEE MINHO IS SO SUPER SHUAI... ok control myself. Wanted to buy smth but didt want t waste money.. in the end regretted lor. Hais. Then we saw this yoyo performance!! SUPER COOL! Stood there to watch:) Haha inside joke, THE DISAPPEARING ACT and JUSTIN (joselin). LOL,nvm not much ppl will understand, the secret between val and flora. After that went back to white sands for dinner. Oh and and inside joke! The toilet got this soap dispenser is auto de but i thought its manual then i press so long nth came out of it :X In the end flora said its auto-.- then hor! Got this nice beeping sound when the soap is dispensed! I kept imitating it and laughed, cos i find it so cute!! Flora couldnt stand me, but haha in the end she also got influenced and keep making th sound as well.

i'm in my class tee, cos i thought sch need to wear sch based tee t go in. ACTUALLY DUNNID-.=

mrt station

**POUTS**

Thursday: Bought winter clothes, hoorah!:D

Friday: Went to airport to do geog project with a friend.:) Then passed by this blown up castle thingy for kids! Wanted to play!! Cos look so fun but i was too embarrassed to queue up and play, hais. But still the castle look so cool and fun! Haha ended up crapping and didnt do much, because we are basically freezing:P So super cold:X In the end we played tic tac toe and some stick games and HANGMAN!! (so no life hor) YEA I WIN I WIN I WIN:D But after that played one more round and got a draw. 4-4, even. ( Whatever should be i win lor ) After that bus-ed home. Anw thanks a lot my "second dearest friend", thanks for helping me out, haha. And if you happened to see this, remember to not play with scissors ok! It's dangerous!

Saturday: Went out with family after tuition, heh:) Its my last tuition class this year! Cos i'll be away for a long long time D: Lol ms boh said that she'll miss me. And Kerwei too ^^

Alright shall end my post here. My next post most probably not so soon.. :) 请期待吧！

Random.

2009-11-19T06:41:00.000-08:00

This is copied from rei's blog:) Haha i find it surprisingly interesting and true:)

Every girls' dream since they were a little girl is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.• give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows she’s yours.• leave her cute text/ notes.• tell her she looks beautiful.• look into her eyes when you talk to her.• let her mess with your hair.• touch her hair.• just walk around with her.• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.• look at her like she’s the only girl you see.• tickle her even when she says stop.• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.• let her fall asleep in your arms.• get her mad, then kiss her.• stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything• tease her and let her tease you back.• stay up all night with her when she’s sick.• watch her favorite movie with her.• let her wear your clothes.• when she’s sad, hang out with her.• let her know she’s important.• kiss her in the pouring rain.• when you fall in love with her, tell her.• and when you tell her, love her like you’ve never lovedsomeone before.

Haha. Nothing much too say, probably too lazy. Will blog about what i'm doing these few days another time. See ya;D

2009-11-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

I FELL SICK DDDDD:

I woke up feeling unwell:(

And i'm not sure why.

My nose feel like dropping now.

Arghs.

I AM DOWN WITH HEAVY FLU.

Why i so suay-w-

O levels are round the corner, and here i am, sniffing and sneezing every 5 minutes.

*SOBS*

Sighs.

Maybe because there's someone out there missing me dearly.

Who knows.

Oh well.

Let's just hope i recover asap.

*Sniffs*

My nose still hurts.

Flu flu go away, and please don't come again another day.

>w<

从来没想过(cóngláiméixiǎngguò)

不能再和你牵手(bùnéngzàihénǐqiānshǒu)

委屈时候(wěiqushíhòu)

没有你(méiyǒunǐ)

陪着我心痛(péizhewǒxīntòng)

一切都是我(yíqièdōushìwǒ)

太过骄纵(tàiguòjiāozòng)

以为你会懂(yǐwéinǐhuìdǒng)

一直忘了说(yìzhíwàngleshuō)

我有多感动(wǒyǒuduōgǎndòng)

我知道你还是爱着我(wǒzhīdàonǐháishìàizhewǒ)

虽然(suīrán)

分开的理由(fēnkāidelǐyóu)

我们都已接受(wǒmendōuyǐjiēshòu)

你知道我会有多难过(nǐzhīdàowǒhuìyǒuduōnánguò)

所以(suǒyǐ)

即使到最后(jíshǐdàozuìhòu)

还微笑着(háiwēixiàozhe)

要我加油(yàowǒjiāyóu)

我知道你还放不下我(wǒzhīdàonǐháifàngbùxiàwǒ)

才会(cáihuì)

在离开时(zàilíkāishí)

闭着眼没有回头(bìzhuóyǎnméiyǒuhuítóu)

我们都知道彼此心中(wǒmendōuzhīdàobǐcǐxīnzhōng)

其实(qíshí)

这份爱没停过(zhèfènàiméitíngguò)

曾经完整幸福的梦(céngjīngwánzhěngxìngfúdemèng)

在脑海里头(zàinǎohǎilǐtóu)

我多希望你(wǒduōxīwàngnǐ)

还在我左右(háizàiwǒzuǒyòu)

答应你(dāyingnǐ)

我会好好过(wǒhuìhǎohǎoguò)

不让(búràng)

这些眼泪白流(zhèxiēyǎnlèibáiliú)

2009-11-07T08:47:00.000-08:00

FINALLY BACK FROM HIATUS.
(SORRY FOR NOT POSTING ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY!!>W<>

I feel colourful today:)
So let's use many many colours for this blog entry.
LOL but like that a bit childish and crazy.
BUT I LIKE IT.
So i shall do it anyway.

So what i should i start with.
I shall start with my birthday (which has passed like so long ago, but i kept forgetting to post about it. )
HAHAHAHA, I'M FINALLY 15^O^
Alright, i'm a bit lag.
But nvm.

At first, i thought that no one would remember about it.am
But!
People did remembered, and i was very touched:)
So i'm going to write about the message placing now:)

21 oct 5:56am : Cheryl chong- Happy Birthday my dearest darling! You're finally 15!:-D Yay! Let's grow tall together and may you be with your Minho! :D

21 oct 6:07am : Wendy- Yo! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY:DDD ENJOY YOUR DAY!(:

21 oct 6:47am: Wai Meng- Lol you must be thinking... "waimeng smsing me suddenly. Must have motive." Actually no, I was just being random. :D Okay... Happy 15th birthday! :D

21 oct 6:57am: Jocelyn- Happy Birthday valerie!:) Will give you your present another time, can't think of what to get for you yet. Sorry. Wish you good luck in evrything you do.

21 oct 7:07am: Jiaying- Happy bday!

21 oct 7:24am: Irene- Hey yo val;D Happy birthday to you! See i so nice still rmb ure bdaeXD Haha. Enjoy this day;D All the best in evrything you do;D FRIENDS FOREVER;D

21 oct 7:58am: Zixing- Omg forgot today is 21. Happy birthday!!!(: good luck for results:)

21 oct 9:58am: Queenie- Happy birthday valerie:)

21 oct 10:48am: Joie- Yo happy birthday;-D

21 oct 2:04pm: Aunty Mary- Happy Birthday

21 oct 5:21 pm: Edbert- Hey happy birthday may all your wishes come true

21 oct 9:27pm: ZhiYuan- Heh heh, hope that i'm the last to wish you Happy Birthday today yeah! :D

-end-

Thanks guys^~^

Haha i will post about the presents other time.

See ya.

(sorry i cant find any appropriate pics to this post)

181009<3

2009-10-19T04:05:00.000-07:00

Bleahs

Zilian

random

happily drinking

OUTING WITH CHERYL

Actually wanted to post more pics but somehow I can't, because my hp can't seem to connect with the damn comp (x_x)

Anw, yesterday was a fun day out!

We went to ION ORCHARD, and shopped around.

Went into artbox, and cheryl was practically getting super uber high inside there, because that shop kept playing korean songs, and most of which are ss501 de. She was very excited because she know all of the songs, LOL!

Bought nothing, other than a pen.

So we continued walking around aimlessly and i got thirsty.

Went to find a drink and i end upo drinking bandung and cheryl drank her fav carrot juice.

Hahaha, jung min must be glad!

Anw, we wanted to take neoprint, so trained to bugis.

Hahaha.

Will be posting it next time.

And when we walked into kino, cheryl's wallet cried:(

Because she spent over 100 to buy ss501 stuff. Gahh.

AND SHE KEPT MAKING FUN OF ME AND YOUNGSAENG...

SOBS SOBS.

But actually he's not bad larhs.

Then we went to take pics at foodcourt and ate PEPPER LUNCH.

Heehs.

After that went home.

Post exam spirit

2009-10-16T04:38:00.000-07:00

REBIRTH OF VALERIE'S BLOGGIE~!

Finally, the exams are over:)
Before, i thought that it will be uber fun after the exams.
But now, i think there seriously isn't much difference, just that i can stop studying for a few weks probably.
Come to think of it, there's still ALPS.
And all those post exam activities are rather boring, for example, mini olympics.
Souldn't even have come to school, it's a total waste of time.
Oh well, one thing good is that when exams are over, IT IS DRAMA TIME.
Yea, you know what i mean.
Went to rent the whole set of BOF today:)
SUUUUUUPPPEER NICE.
Ok i know i lag, because it's quite an old sho already but i just feel so happy watching it.
There's handsome guys and pretty girls, and i just feel so xin fu when i watch it, although i know that i am not the girl inside lah.
Hahaha but there's nothing wrong to fantasize, right?
:)
AND OF COURSE THERE'S MY FAVOURITE LEE MIN HO ( JUNPYO) INSIDE. <3>

I DARE YOU TO WATCH.

2009-09-11T00:24:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, THE LONG AWAITED KBOX VIDEOS ARE HERE!!!
lol.
WARNING: BEWARE OF THE HORRIBLE SINGING AND UGLY PEEPO. FOR PEEPO WHO HAVE HEART PROBLEMS OR CAN'T STAND SHOCK, PLEASE DON'T WATCH THANKS VERY MUCH. IF U GET SHOCK TO DEATH NOT MY BUSINESS HORH.

HORRIBLE.
HAHAHA.
RECORDING SUCKS.

Holidayeees

2009-09-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

MONDAY

Went facial.
Train-ed all the way to somerset and went to some place ( i dono where ) to do facial.
It's at some building's basement- Body wellness.
The above pic was taken before facial.
LOL.
It's kind of pain, but well, when the person putting all the mask and stuff i fell asleep:P
Anw my face feels much cleaner now.
And realised that Jocelyn went to do rebonding on the day that i do facial, haha!

TUESDAY

Went kbox with cheryl darling.
Hahahaha.
We sang sang sang until like there's no tomorrow.
We ordered Salmon Terriyaki Bento as usual.
Hahaha.
And this time we did some recording and filming.
But the sound effect just sucks.
Very noisy lehhs.
Shall upload later anyway.
Burst your eardrums.
HAHAHA.
And we keep singing until the staff kicked us out:X
We sing extra 20 mins until that person realised we are still in there LOL!!
Teehee.
After that we spent 3 bucks each on some virtual ride.
Super cool.
Was screaming inside that thing, haha.
And laughing madly too.
After the ride went to cheryl's ah mah shop:D
Met her aunt, ahma and cousin.
So being childish i wanted to go for the TOM AND JERRY MEET AND GREET SESSION @ downtown east:DD
Took pics, teeheehee.
Bus-ed home.

WEDNESDAY

Went to do english project with menghowe, zhenju and sean.
All of us were late, lawl.
Menghowe most punctual lah, but i not bad hor, i late like 3 mins only:)
Then zhenju late 15 mins.
Don't want say sean lah, he's like the latest cann.
SUPER LATE LORHH.
After we finished surveying the CATHAY cinema, we went to Mr chicken rice to eat. HAHAHA.
It's like only 11 plus then we have chicken rice as breakfast.
AHHH, FATS.
After eating and stuff, SEAN FINALLY ARRIVED.
So late horhs.
He still so rich, go cab here, when we already finished everything-.-
So next stop is tampines.
Zhenju need to take smth so he cabbed to Desmond's house then tampines while the rest of us took MRT:)
He turned out to be faster than us, lawl.
And menghowe and zhenju damn funny, they are like forever bickering.
Menghowe: "stop whining..."
Zhenju: " i'm not whining..."
LAWL.
So went to TM then CenturySquare to finish surveying the two theatres.
After that Sean left first because he have smth on and need to go to relative hse asap.
Then it was like damn farny:
*phone rings*
Sean: Hello? yah yah i'm on my way..
Zhenju: Who called ah? Who ah? Junwen? Glenn? Yunwei?
Sean: ....
Zhenju: play LAN ah?
Sean: ....
Zhenju: LAN right, they ask you go play LAN right?
Sean: it's my cousin lahh. Need go relative hse now
Zhenju: Orh.. play mahjong ah?
LOL.
All the bad things also relate to him.
Haha.
Anw Meng n zj got hungry ( only like 1 hour later after we eat chicken rice ) so they decided to go eat icecream @ SWENSENS.
Hahaha:/
Join them too long will grow fat arhs!
Then they order cheese baked rice.
I not eating main corse, i so full liao.
So after that ordered earthquake and we all shared:DDD
SUPPPPERRR NICCEEE.
Hahah.
After swensens went FRESHBOX cos zj want buy pants.
Went starhub n went home.

Hour Game

2009-09-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

THE man in the rain slicker walked slightly bent over, his breathing labored and his body sweaty. The extra weight he was bearing, though not at all that substantial, was awkwardly placed, and the terrain was uneven. It was never an easy thing to tote a dead body through the woods in the middle of the night. He shifted the corpse to his left shoulder and trudged on. The soles of his shoes bore no distinguishing marks; not that it would have mattered, since the rain was why he was here. The inclement weather was the best friend he could ask for.
Aside from the dead body draped over his sturdy shoulder, the man was also remarkable for the black hood he wore, on which was stitched on esoteric symbol that ran down the length of the cloth. It was a circle with crosshairs through its middle. Probably instantly recognizable to anyone over the age of fifty, the logo once inspired a dread that had significantly eroded with time. It didn't matter that no one 'alive' would see him wearing the hood; he took grim satisfactation in its lethal symbolisation.
Within ten minutes he'd reached the location he'd carefully selected on an earlier visit, and laid the body down with a reverence that belied the violent manner in which the person had died. He took a deep breath and held it as he undid the telephone wire holding the bundle closed, and unwrapped the plastic. She was young with features that had been attractive two days prior; the woman was not much to look at now. The soft blond hair fell away from the greenish-tinged skin, revealing closed eyes and bloated cheeks. Had the eyes been open, they might have still held the startled gaze of the deceased as sheendured her own murder, an experience replicated roughly thirty thousand times each year in America.

*****

Above is the first few paragraphs of the #1 new york bestseller-Hour Game, by David Baldacci. It's a surprisingly good read, as i was just randomly flipping through the books in the school's library the other day during one boring recess. Somehow the new book caught my attention so i grabbed it and read it in a corner. Just by reading the first chapter of the book, i got hooked onto it. It's not some dumb mystery book that is so ordinary that you quickly get sick of the plot when you continue reading the next few chapters. In fact, it's so interesting and engaging that once you started reading, you can't seem to pull yourself away from the book. I encourage everyone to read it:)

*****

SUMMARY:

"HE'S COPYING FAMOUS SERIAL KILLERS. AND THE GAME HAS JUST BEGUN."
A woman is found murdered in the woods. It seems like a simple case but it soon escalates into a terrible mightmare. Someone is replicating the killing styles of the most infamous murderes of all time. No one knows this criminal's motives...or who will die next.
Two ex-Secret Service agents, Sean King and Michelle Maxwell, have been hired to defend a man's innoncence in a burglary involving an aristocratic, dysfunctional family. Then a series of secrets leads the partners right into the frantic hunt that is confounding even the FBI. Now King and Maxwell are playing the Hour Game, uncovering one horrifying relevation after another and putting their lives in danger. For the closer they get to the truth, the closer they get to the most shocking surprise of all.

Damnit

2009-09-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

BLOGGER IS DOWN AGAIN WHAT THE SHIT!!
ARGHS.
HATE THIS DAMN SYSTEM.
PLEASE REVIVE BLOGGER!!!
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RAHH.

It's accurate, gosh.

2009-09-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

A test that i have taken some where.
Far far away.

Name: Valerie
Birthday: 21/10/94

You are Gold Fawn, whose character is gentle and calm.
You tend to talk slowly and there's something warm about your atmosphere.
Nevertheless, you have great fighting spirit within you, and you have great will power.
It's not too much to say that your will power is hidden under your intelligence and your personality.
Your movements are slow, and you also tend to be rather slow in putting things into action.
You also take other people's opinion too seriously, and are sensitive to rumors.
You try to avoid public criticism, by not using flashy expressions and fancy actions.
You try to stick to social status, and are pure and conservative sort of person.
You dislike new changes, and prefer to carry on steadily in a safe environment.
You think high of atmosphere than practicality.
If you make your decisions only on your preferences, people may think you as a moody person.
You are obsessed about cleanliness, and can be difficult, but you are really a kind person.
You have good fortune, and your personal interest may turn into your occupation, or get as busy as your regular business.
Therefore your interest develops into something that can be profitable.
Although you yourself are modest, people around you may get heated up, and make you a leader.
What you have done to others will be returned by double or more.
After getting married, you will have good fortune with children, and will be able to lead a steady old age.

*****

Somehow, it's true.
I don't know why but it seems accurate enough to me;D
Pah.
I'm so bored.
Waiting to be resurrected.
Arghs.

Pictures that blind your eyes

2009-09-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

Today was an amazing, surprising and awesome day.
Many things happened, but i guess i'll talk about it some other time. Right now, The long awaited pictured.
*claps claps*
Tadahh~!

ATTENTION!
the following contents may pop your eyes out.

Tippty hat featuring val and stella~

Joie and me

In the toilet of WSPS

Nanyanggirls with cheryl

GHOST!

So emo:XX

Twistie

I cant see u, u cant see me.

Shh.

Ah, so bright.

No. 1

No.2

Heyooo!

Da gou gou~~

Act cutes.

THE FOLLOWING IS DEDICATED TO MY HUBBY a.k.a LAOGONG^-^

Sweet sweet love

KISS TAKE 1

KISS TAKE 2

Nerds.

*****

The end.
Hope you enjoyed the photos, and i love you laogong!!
Tahahs.

Happy Teacher's Day

2009-08-31T03:34:00.000-07:00

H A P P Y T E A C H E R ' S D A Y~!
I know it's tomorrow, but since i have the time now, might as well just write about it^^
After a month of continuous hardwork and practice, our efforts have finally paid off. Although some may say that the secondary 4's dance item ( NOBODY ) is much better than our's, i guess it's the thought and process that counts. Their item may be much more interesting and hilarious than ours, but to be honest, our dance contains more originality and most of the dancers have a stronger foundation. ( definitely not me though ) In another words, we are more "professional". But in any case, their dance was indeed has a higher entertainment value than ours. And as for NOBODY dance item, there's a guy who really dance well, and somehow i got a feeling that we should have recruit him into dance in the very first place, haha. Good job.

After performance, we went back to our primary school:) WSPS I LOVE YOU~ ( and there's a reason for this! read on to find out )
I was pretty bushed so i fel asleep on the bus, and whenever the bus skids to a stop, my poor head will go and kiss the pole beside me:( Ouch.
When we reached the school, it's only 11.30. But, due to the SAFETY of the P1 & 2 students ( yea right )and the fact that our very presence will scare the small little teeny weeny cute and cuddly children off, we're to be remain at the foyer till 12.30 before proceeding to the canteen for food:(
And poor me,I'm so hungry! So i waited and waited.
Waited and waited.
Oh time please pass quickly.
For once.
Please.
Pretty please.
ANYONE?!
After a tremulously long and unbearable hour of waiting ( finally ), we are able to go to the canteen.
FOOD.
I WANT FOOOOOOODD~
And i'm so greedy, i mean, who wouldn't, when your primary school food tastes ten times better than your current school's. Besides, i miss the food there. Here's the factors:
1. Tasty VS Tasteless
2. Cheap VS Expensive
Haha.
So here's what i ate ( in order ):
1. Spaghetti
2. Oven baked rice "Alfredo" + Lord of the rings pizza ( oh my i miss these the most! )
3. Zui Kuey
4. Fruit juice.
Actually, i wanted to eat from every stall, but decided not to, before my stomach bursts:P
Anyway, the FOOD STILL TASTE AS GOOD!!!!
I'm so happy.
And soon, realisation dawned on me that the reason for being so fat in primary school was because of the food.
I somehow reflected that my appetite then was super uber ultra good, so i intake lots of food every recess...
I guess delicacies in school may serve some problems, after all.
Tsk tsk.

After eating went home with my brother.
It feels so funny, as if I'm still a student there.
Oh and, there;s this stall vendor whom mistook me as WSPS current student.
She though i'm like only p4-6-.-
Sighs.
These confusion and misunderstanding do happen frequently, especially on me.
But luckily, there's still no one who mistook me for a primary school kid when i'm wearing AHS uniform still.
If that does happen, I really have nothing to say-.-

Bye, i'm off to dinner.

Novio, ボーイフレンド , 남자친구 , ragazzo , my flame

2009-08-09T11:34:00.000-07:00

I just found something to post about, after reading jocelyn's post:)
It's a quiz, from facebook, ta dah!

My kind of boy.

1. Do you need him to be good looking?
Yes, of course. Average is also acceptable.

2. Smart?
Yes, but not too smart. Only can be smarter than me by a little.

3. Preferred age?
Preferably older, but definitely not too old like lao ah pek-.-

4. Preferred height?
Taller than me, above 165.

5. How about sense of humor?
Definitely, don't wish to see a stone standing there-.-

6. How about piercings?
Cannot, but if ear. Hmmm. Mian2 qiang3 can accept.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
If not? Siao. D:<

8. Pink hair?
Ahem. NO.

9. Mushy or no?
Can:) But don't over until every sentence also lah. Urghs.

10. Thin or fat?
Thin or middle. NO FATS.

11. Black brown or white? (skin color)
Tanned. NO WHITE, unless is ang moh.

12. Long hair or short hair?
As in? Cannot long until longer than me right? Urm. Depends la. ( if it's like those ou3 xiang4 type of long can )

13. Plastic or metal?
HUH?

14. Smells good?
Of course, can't be like so stinky until i want puke right-.-

15. Smoker?
NO.

16. Drinker?
Maybe a bit.. but Cannot like a lot.. Esp those drink le anyhow vomit and hit ppl D:<

17. Girl/boy-next-door type?
Ok, acceptable. ( BUT cannot nerd )

18. Muscular?
YES, but not too over-.- EEEEEEEE~

19. Plays piano?
:) That's nice.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Fine.

21. Plays violin?
Ok:) But must play well.

22. Sings very well?
Okay, best is can sing with me~!:DD

23. Vain?
Not too much-.-

24. With glasses?
Anything, but best is no-.-

25. With braces?
Ok, since it's only temporary.

26. Shy type?
No thank you.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
In betweens. Cannot too guai also cannot too huai.

28. Active or passive?
In between, there's a time for everything.

29. Tight or bomb?
????

30. Singer or dancer?
Both, but dance cannot be BALLET. Must more cool de- eg: breakdance/ handstands.

31. Stunner?
Heehee yes. Can surprise me:)

32. Hiphop?
Yups, but agree with jocelyn, don't be like bevan!!

33. Earrings?
Best is not. But if got only can accept ear.

34. Mr/ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
No.

35. Dimples?
Yay, but not too many until whole face also. Muscle defect.

36. Bookworm?
No nerds, thank you.

37. Mr/ms love letter?
YESYESYES. Somemore is those tou1 tou1 give one.

38. Playful?
Hmmm. Not too much, must know how to stop.

39. Flirt?
No.

40. Poem writer?
Yes, write a poem about me would be nice.

41. Serious?
As in? Person can't be too serious/stern.

42. Campus crush?
what?

43. Painter?
Would be good, cos know how to admire my art too.

44. Religious?
Ok, but not too obsessed:)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
Not too much. Once in a while is ok.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
Ok, but not too much, and can't love comp more than me:D

47. Speaks 20 languages?
Wow, teach me. But of course if cannot i don't mind.

48. Loyal or faithful?
Both.

49. Good kisser?
Yup, then can teach me.

50. Loves children?
Would be nice. Love children=got ai4 xing1:)

Yay, finished the 50 questions. :)

Plebeian Sunday

2009-08-09T10:29:00.000-07:00

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
hoohoo, it's national day, and a stay home sunday as well.
I slept till 1 plus 2 today, and was still pretty tired when i woke up.
Because i turned in at 4 plus midnight yesterday.
Horrible, isn't it.
Can feel that my eye bags are getting heavier and darker.
Awws.
But well.
Who cares.
I've got nothing much to do today, so revised till night.
In the night my friends came over and played with my brother for a while, and it's another long-hours-of-halo kinda thing.
I wasn't interested, so went to bathe and sing and slack.
Showed them photos later.

Tomorrow's going to be holiday, so i guess it's another day of revision again.
I'm not going out too.
This is my boring life, haha.
BUT I LIKE IT.
:)

Since i had not been going out these few days, i have nothing to post about.
Ah, i'm so bored.
But never mind.
I shall go off to sleep now.
Nights.

Metamorphosis

2009-08-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down

Spent another boring day at home, once again.
Except that today i went out for tuition.
Let's put it in that way - even if there were anyone who wanted to ask me out, i would have rejected and preferred to stay home instead.
Now now, don't ask me why, because i don't really know the reason as well.
Guess i'm just being a little lazy, when the sloth part of me comes back once in a while.
And it just happens that the sloth part of me seems to be getting active these few days.
And with the little free time, i did indeed thought of many things.
I must be smarter, faster in processing things and better when handling matters so that i can be able to keep up with the rest.
A 2v will take a long time to increase to 320v, but i'll not give up on that.
And my maximum is defintely not 2v, so i have faith that i can catch up.
No one is born perfect, but one should not be afraid to face one's own mistakes.
Definitely, i will try to change them and be a better person.
Just wait and see.
All i need now is a little time, a little more effort, and a little more luck.
Like a butterfly.
Before it can spread its beautiful wings and soar into the sky, it has to go through stages of transforming and pain.
I was once a caterpilla, now a pupa, and a butterfly in the future.
Thanks a lot sean and edbert, thanks a lot peeps. I'm really lucky to have friends like you guys.

*****

-Tuesday-
Fish&Co --> Bowling --> Mr chicken rice --> Mingrui's house
Went bowling with zhaoliang, weesen, mingrui, kaili, weijie, shihsiong and qiwen at ehub:)
It was pretty fun, as it was my first time playing bowling.
Of course my record was mainly made up of gutters, but nevertheless there were also strikes^^
Because i actually threw the ball differently.
Kaili told me to use two hands and throw.
Somehow it worked and the aim was actually more accurate.
So scored.
Thanks kl.
After three rounds of bowling, weesen emerged as the loser.
So there was this punishment and the loser has to take off pants-.-
But anyway he didn't, and even if he did i'm not going to look-.-
they can always do it in the toilet.
Haha.
Then zhaoliang said that he was hungry and stuff so we went to mr chicken rice.
They ate, and i just drank lemon tea.
Was on a diet, and bseides, i'm not that hungry after eating a plate of fish and chips earlier.
After eating, they decided to go mingrui's house to watch movie.
weesen and Qiwen left us, so the rest of us went there by foot.
In the end it turned out that they wanted to play mahjong, so i and zl don't know how to play.
We went to use computer.
But apparently it was so hot.
So zl went out and watch them mahjonging and left a while later.
After he left i also went out and watch.
Of course didn't understand a thing, but can tell that they are all very funny.
Mingrui owned them.
Since i got nothing to do i also took a vid of them and was found out my shihsiong.
Tehheee.
After that bus-ed home and slacked at home again, haha.

That's for all i guess.
Night nights everyone.
(though i doubt anyone would be reading such a long post with such small words;D if u did survive till the end, CONGRATS.)

Random

2009-08-02T09:07:00.000-07:00

I think im starting to like Lady Gaga's songs:)
Guess its the influence of CCA, but i personally like the song "brown eyes".
And of course a lot more.
Dang.
Im being random again.
Im starting my post with a random sentence.
Haha.

Went to cut hair today.
Now my hair is super super short:X
But yea, its okay, because i like it the way it is now.
At least it isnt too heavy:)
And in any case if tomorrow's PE is height and weight, that will help me reduce a few kgs.
Ok, not really kgs, but well at least im not that heavy with shorter hair^^
And its true ok:)
But seriously, am starting to doubt if im getting fatter and fatter.
Especially after the holidays.
My tummy seems to be bulging out.
Cannot, i cant let this happen!
Oh no.
My dear.
I dont want to be as fat as last time.
Im going to slim down.
But that doesnt mean cutting down my food intake.
Just that i will eat lesser fatty food:)
Fatty food= weight increase.
Hahaha.
AND SLIMMING ALSO MEANS MORE CRUNCHES TO GO!!
Whoosh.
Painful, but worth it.
No pain, No gain^^

There's quite a no. of holidays next week, mainly because of National Day:)
Yayy, happy birthday singapore! ( in advance )
I want to go out, out, out.
But where to?
I dont know..
I want to go out with friends.
But with who?
I dont know.
Everyone seems to have thier own clique, or small group of friends, if u call it.
And i always always feel so left out.
( SHIT, IM EMO AGAIN )
I dont seem to belong anywhere or fit into any group.
Sometimes i wonder if its me or what.
I tried to fit in, but it looks impossible.
Because im always so anti social.
Im trying to be social.
But.
Sometimes i dont know what to say to others.
Like the area of conversation i dont know how to mix inside.
Maybe i too stupid or what.
Haiya i dont know.
Worst come to worst, i will end up spending the holidays myself.
Slacking at home.
Or playing comp.
Or end up blogging.
Hah.

Im off.

240709

2009-07-25T09:54:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was a you-get-it-once-in-a-million-years-day.
I don't know how to describe it.
Fun / amazing / exciting / unlucky / WOW.
Depends on your point of view of things.
Shall describe the day now.

*****

Morning
Early in the morning, when the national anthem was played, dr boon came into our class. Holy cow! THAT'S DAMN SCARY. SHE JUST SUDDENLY POPPED IN AT OUR FRONT DOOR WITHOUT ANY NOTICE OF MENTAL PREPARATION AND SAID YOU COME OUT! AND WENJUN WAS CAUGHT BY HER.
Meanwhile, i was holding onto jocelyn's ribbon and her appearance totally scared the wits outta me. In a rush, i pushed the ribbon onto joce's table and unfortunately it fell and rolled onto the ground. Dr boon saw and looked in my direction. I immediately avoided her gaze and look at other place.
Scary.
But she didn't realise anything so out she went.
Relived, i became less tense.
After that, when wenjun came back into our class, there's this ~~science lab teacher~~ come in and scolded us.
She acted as if she was our form teacher and nagged and blah blah blah.
Spoilt our whole morning:(
She was damn furious for i-dono-what-reasons, and crapped about a lot of stuff.
Or at least i thought so.
It's like damn fuunny, to me lah.
I think maybe she pms or what cos she scold scold scold but i see no purpose-.-
Hahahaha.
She first called wenjun apologise to class, then talked about science lab.
Here's somewhat the conversation...
Teacher: What time are you people suppose to reach the science lab?!
Weesen: 8 o clock sharp.
Teacher: 8 o clock sharp? How are you going to reach there 8 o clock sharp?! Teleport???............
Teacher: Now, that boy in the red tie, tell me what time are you suppose to reach the science lab.
Edbert: I suppose 8 o clock?
Teacher: I SUPPOSE!?!? U MEAN YOU ARE UNSURE? ....blah blah blah...
Edbert: ok ok relax teacher. the time table states 8 o clock.
.........................
Diaos.
ROFL.
Damn funny eh she?
She think she cute.
Hahaha.
Aiya dont so angry..
Why scold us leh? Dont scold mah then we all can happy.
Hahahaha.
But to me i find it damn joke:P
Then after that she made us go out and make way to sci lab after the bell rang.
Then b4 that she alr called queenie to call mr ong come class mark attendance ( cos peng lao shi nv come ).
Then hor he haven come out yet teacher call us go out.
:(
Like damn unfair to mr ong.
When he come up le we all going outside liao.
He looked very lost.
That teacher also scolded him!
I think mr ong very ke lian.
Hais.

*****

Walking halfway down the stairs ( ok maybe only a few steps ).
Then heard a familiar voice.
DR BOON , YET AGAIN.
Then hor the boys in front were like shit shit and run backwards trying hide like that.
Hahahah.
After that also realised cant hide so just stand there listen dr boon lecture whole class, once again.
Then attire checked one by one, to see if we got tuck in shirt.
I never get caught:)

*****

Then reach sci lab mrs lam scold.
Cos after all the hold backs we became damn late.
Then explain explain etc..

*****

Geog lesson
That mrs tham scolded jt.
Cos she never bring books but ashe got bring her droughts n floods notes.
She never ask then just scold.
Then she open mouth only never talk she though she talk then call her stand corner:X
Sighs.
Jt very kerlians larhhs!
Then i also got scolded for nothing.
Cos behind pass me rach's sci wksht mah, cos i dono how calculate the mole stuff.
I just take the paper then i turn back again suddenly mrs tham in front me-.-
Asked me smth but i dont get her then she snatch away the paper and accused me of passing notes in class and not listening to her teaching..
Haha but not lorh.
Yah, i never listen but not cos of pass paper.
Is cos i studying later's test-.-
Haha, wrong reason wor.
But anyway she nv really confiscate.
Rach found it lying on tcher's table after she left-.-
I think she very act fierce nowadays, but also nt say very fierce.
Hahaha.
Room for improvement...

*****

At mr wee's lesson, jt cried.
At first i see her like wierd wierd one, look very emo like that.
Cos usually she not like that.
Then after that i stare stare stare, realise tears rolling down from her eyes.
So i told queen and joce..
Hais, I think she very depressed.
Because all tchers picking on her:(
Very wei1 qu1..
Chhheeerrr uuppp jjjuuunnnttiiinnggg!!
-I believe you can do it because you have so many frens at ure side supporting u!:) like what my note said, u don need feel sad!-

*****

After school
Had geog test.
Lucky i last minute study, at least can remember some stuff^^
hope can get at least and A2 or B3, for the worst.
Then geog test le went cca without eating lunch.
Skipped, cos apparently im super late already.
Starting time is 2.
Tes time till 2.35.
If still eat 3 then reach le.
So no choice lo, although i am super hungry><

*****

Dance
The new teacher came.
For one moment when i see the sneakers outside TEN i still thought ms zee was here.
Until i went in and saw another instructor and hear diff types of music.
I knew it was not ms zee lol.
Should have known when i see sneakers instead of her adidas shoes..
I must have been too hungry.
Until i think too much.
Hahahaha.
She's not teaching us le, and she's in japan, how can she come back and teach us??
Maybe im just missing her:X

Then learnt new choreo from new instructor.
Different dance styles frm ms zee, but still able to cope.
It's rather fun, but somehow, feel very unused and awkward to new instructor.
And it just seems to lack the chemistry and "feeling".
It's plainly just like instructor and student, no mre no less.
It was different with ms zee last time.
It's like other than instructor and student relationship, all of us were like friends.
Maybe i too emotional or what larhh.
But what is lost cannot some back.
So yupp!
No matter what teacher/instructor it is, i will still continue to give my best for dance!
Although ms zee and mrs hudd have left, dance is still my cca and i cannot because a change of tchers then i give up, or slack liao.
I will try getting used to the changes, and adapt to the new dance style.
But actually, its not bad.
Although the teacher like got filipino accent-.-
Maybe she is one:)
haha.
But now dance also must wear long pants le, cos cant expose ourselves, according to ms haryati.
Sighs.
But ok lah, im fine with anything.
I have a lot at home, so no fear?
LOLs^^

*****

Im off to sleep le, guess thats all im gonna say for today:)
Nights guys.

Tag replies~!

2009-07-24T23:52:00.000-07:00

Haha.
I so happy yay!
More peepo visited my blog already, thanks thanks!
Haha.
First time leh.
LOLs.
More are welcomed!
HAPPY HAPPY~ *jumps away*

Tag replies:
Junting>> Thanks! Haha. And no problem. Are you feeling better now? You better be ok!(:

Wendy>> Haha. Ok:)

Queenie>> Thnks! How did you find my blog?:)

2009-07-21T07:50:00.001-07:00

牙痛!
I'm having a terrible toothache, boo hoo:(
My right gum, all the way at the back, is starting to grow tooth.
So experiencing a terrrible toothache.
I wondered how i survived during those baby years.
Arghs.
So painful to think..
Nooooo...
And to make it even worse, I'M HAVING A SORE THROAT STILL, EVEN AFTER MY FEVER HAS SUBSIDE.
And, my left side of mouth have two ulcers.
THANK YOU SO MUCH MANS.
Then one fine day when i was sleeping i also accidentally bit my tongue. So ended up tongue got ulcer too.
Three ulcer, one new tooth, one swollen tongue, one sore throat.
That makes it a family doesn't it.
Damnit.
Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain Pain.

*****

New skin

2009-07-20T08:35:00.000-07:00

I have changed to a new skin!!
*smiles*
It's a bit messy, but i find that the music is very nice.
Currently suffering from sore throat and mild fever, plus a toothache:(
Sighs.
Gotta go soon.
Physics test tml!
Ganbateh valerie~!

Trust

2009-07-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

Was walking up the slopes to school this morning.
And suddenly dark clouds covered the faint sunlight.
The sky which became very dark was in total contrast of my mood at that time.
I was in total high spirits, anticipating and looking forward to reach school.
I actually wanted to thank someone with utmost gratitude for helping me to keep homework and notes for tuesday. ( because i was not in school )
The cool breeze that meets my face made me feel even happier, for it was not often that the weather became so cooling:)

*****

In the end, i realised that the person whom i have trusted did nothing for me at all.
All i get was a black face.
To speak the truth, i'm very disappointed.
So i was the one being stupid and foolish to believe.
So it was actually my own childish thinking, my own imagination.
I was so glad that someone could help me, so happy planning to thank that person (i even prepared a small gift), when my hopes all came crashing down into nothing.
Everything was my own stupid thinking.
So much for trusting you.
原来这一切都是我愚蠢的想法.
I feel so stupid.
I feel so retarded.
To have believed what u said.
Everything.
I should have never trust you again.
But i was stupid.
To be hurt again and again.
If that was all, i would not have been so disappointed.
But why a black face?
我难道做错了吗？
我做了什么呢？
I kept thinking about these questions repeatedly.
But i got no answer.
Nothing.
I really don't understand why do you have to treat me this way.
Did i really do something wrong?
If yes, what?
I really don't understand.
I'm not a toy.
I have feelings.
I will feel hurt.
I will feel pain.
I will feel happy.
I will feel sad.
I don't like being treated as a toy.
When you are happy, you smile to me.
When you become angry (and for this time i really dont know why), you give me a black face.
Do you understand how i feel?
为什么被遗忘的人总是我呢？
你是否有顾虑过我的感受呢？
你的感受是感受，那我的感受何尝不是感受？
我也希望能够被体谅啊。
你为什么要这么对我呢？

*****

TRUST.
What's trust exactly?
Can someone define for me?
Please?
I can feel that this word is drifting further and further away from me.
How to trust?
When you are being hurt so many times, do you still dare to trust?
Stupidly blindly trusting ended up being hurt.
So i decided to take small steps.
Right.
In the end, the trust is still broken.
I never thought you will treat me like this.
I'm not only hurt, but disappointed.
Disappointed in you.
But don't worry.
If you hate me so much, i won't disturb you anymore.
I will not talk to you anymore.
But, I just want you to know that, i am really very disappointed.
我不知道我为什么需要容忍你莫名其妙的情绪化。
我默默地忍受着，你知道是多么地辛苦吗？

*****

Valerie

Trip to nanyang girl's school:)

2009-07-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

Skipped school today!
Hooray!
( eh don't think i pon school horhs. I never! )
Haha. I'm too guai to do such a thing. Is i got special permission!:)
LOL.
Went there to attend sme chinese cultural immersion presentation.
And there are two other schools that worked with us- Maris Stella and Pu Yuan Gao Ji Zhong Xue ( frm shanghai ).
And guess what.
Our school's presentation is a total disaster. We were so overtime! AND WORSE STILL WE DRAGGED EVERYONE WITH US. In the end we everything overtime and have lesser rehearsal time.
Sighs.
Throw our school's face.
And feel so apoplogetic towards everyone.

*****

Firstly, there was this ice breaking game called DA FENG CHUI. And i seriously sucks at it.
Because my reaction is very slow.
All those bombastic commands cant seem to reach my mind in time and convey the right actions to my body.
So being a very slow person, i always ended up being the one with no place to sit D:
I'm so sad.
Ok lah, actually not really.
So after threee times i got punished.
Great.
At first someone suggested to sing.
Someone suggested to dance.
THEN SOMEONE SUGGEST TO DO CHICKY DANCE.
Wah very paiseh leh!
But being a good sport, i did it anyway.
I sacrificed myself-_-
( Oh yea so wei da! )

*****

After that got into a group and china students sugggested that we bring about the overall presentation by changing the lyrics of some songs into our main idea of the presentation. So it wont be boring, like PPT.
Ingenious.
So Cheryl and I went to help with changing lyrics and stuff.
The songs that we chose were JJ's chi bang, Jay's ju hua tai and shou qian shou.
LOOL.
So we were in charge of changing ju hua tai into some nonya based song. -.-
Then its like damn funny lah.
keep on laugh and laugh and laugh.
LOL.
Then there will only be 4 people presenting so i decided to volunteer myself.
Haha.
So fun to sing the wierd edited songs which totally sounds so crap-.-
Rehearse rehearse rehearse.
Oh and thanks cheryl!
For helping me to open voice!
Love u lots lots:)

*****

Then realised that nanyang girls school very pretty~!
The buildings all look so welly designed and from some angles it looks like some taiwan/korea schools that you see on tv.
One word- WOW.
Haha.
And and and and and!!
There's this recording room!
It's like a special room used for filming and stuff where u can adjust camera change camera views, adjust volume and many more!
And live telecast of recording to whole school.
It's like so so so cool!
Totally loved it.
But the lights are very bright and warm when they are being shined on you for filmin.
But guess that's neccessary.
Totally love that school.
Feel like transferring over.
Nah.
Just kidding.

*****

So I was to sing ju hua tai with this guy call tinjun from MSHS.
LOL.
During practice all sounds nice.
But actual very screwed up.
Plus i so nervous and warm and i set off on a key that was too high for me.
So in the end i went off tune D:
But who cares.
Screwed jiu screwed bah.
Since the rehearsal time so short and its not a singing competition, i dont mind.
If it is singing competition i will cry.
Hahaha.
Besides, if it is singing competition i will be practicing till im so sick of the song till i cant go off tune of off pitch or anything.
Yea.
But whatever lah.
Hahah.
Its like so funny.
When we get out of the recording room we were like saying we purposely one.
Sing off pitch puposely one, forget take script purposely one, give short answers also purposely LOL!!
Its like so purpose la.
Then in the end we stilll got a prize. ( cos everyone also can get prize! -.- )
Haha.
Not bad.

*****

Then slack around a while then go off le. By then it's already like 4+ going to 5.
MSHS left first then there's this guy Aaron gave me so many lollipops lol!
So joke.
Wah want hai me get tooth decay ah!
Haha!
Everything end le but i very happy although exhausted:)

*****

Summary of whole of today:
Lol i am very, very happy to be able to have so much fun with so many people, be it AHS, MSHS or the shanghai students. ( not because i can skip lessons )
First time have so much fun in a day with so many new friends.
Definitely, i have gained something from this presentaion.
Groupwork. Friends. Cultural immersion.
Through the discussions and everything, group work is very important.
Nevertheless, this presentation also made me gain a lot of new friends:)
Also i want to thank cheryl a lot. For everything:)
And of course, learnt a lot about peranakans culture^^

Shall post more next time.

2009-07-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

School is back.

2009-07-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

School is back.
Finally.
Can't believe i'm enjoying this more than I could imagine.
Perhaps it is because i have been rotting at home for the past few weeks, so i'm finally liking being able to walk around and talk to friends in school.
Perhaps it is because i am glad to be able to study again. ( Do you believe? )
Perhaps it is because i miss AHS so much that for the past few weeks I have been dreaming of nothing except AHS AHS AHS. ( uh that's utter nonsense )
I'm talking gibberish again.
Oh well.
That is so Valerie.

*****

School is not boring, but its definitely not exciting either. It seems to me that ever since the h1n1 has caused lessons to be disrupted, the school seems to bear a grudge against all students ( like it's our fault? ) and decided to torture them to death. BUT I WILL NOT DIE SO EASILY. I have decided to wear an armor and hold a shield in my left hand and a sword in my right hand and go forth. Kill all the tests, haha. You can't torture me to death, school. Blah blah blah. I can't seem to hear you. What are you saying.

Sighs.
Everyone changed their seats and im like so O_O. It's like im totally silent in class. Hehs. I have always been like that - I keep quiet when i'm with those that i can't mingle around with. I'm wierd. But i don't care. But it's probably good as i tend to be able to concentrate more on my studies. With lesser talking, it means more listening. And with more listening, it means better results. And amazingly i have not felll asleep ever since school reopened. Not even once. Which is good though. Gambateh valerie.:)

Tralalala.
I'm so glad to be able to finish most of my homework by now. Suddenly feel so proud of myself. I FEEL SO SMART. And free. And happy. I feel like floating around now. With lots of stars and a halo on my head. Gosh, Im an angel. Lol ok i think too much already. ( DONT BE JEALOUS WHEN U READ THIS, I KNOW U WOULD. AWWW~ )
Teeheeh.
I am so guaii lorrhs.

*****

I have something else to say, but decided to keep for the next post.
So nights i am off to sleep.

(Why do i still feel so left out when people around me start chatting incessantly when i'm simply burying my head in my arms, listening painfully? It's not the first time but it still hurts.)

I'm ill ):

2009-07-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

BAD NEWS.
I'm now down with fever.
But please do not be worried as I have not contracted H1N1, it's just stomach flu.
(But i guess there will be like no one who's worried? Hah.)
I have seen a doctor this afternoon.
Guess what.
It's the sushi fault.
Cause of stomach flu?
Dirty sushi.
Sighs.
I hate you, sushi.
Sighs.
So most probably not going to school tomorrow.
(Although stomach flu is not spreadable.)
But you don't expect me to go to school.
With a fever. (i'll be sent home!:()
Or with an upset stomach.
I'll be like running to the toilet, paranoid.
Of course i wouldn't want to do that.
So going to school is definitely not possible.
Unless i wear diapers and put ice on my forehead.
That's stupid.
Guess this whole post is not making any sense.
I'm just saying about me being sick and stuff.
Alright, i shall add more details.
Haha.
I have bluffed some people that i got H1N1 this afternoon.
Teeheehs.
But ok.
Before i went to the doctors (yesterday's night), i was damn worried.
I was thinking damn, i don't want to get H1N1!
I don't want to die young.
I'm so not going to be quarantined.
I'm so scared of injections...
In the end turned out that i was scaring myself as well as others.
Right.
Because i was so panicky that i went to message so many people..(ok not that much, but a handful)
But yeah.
Thanks for all those concerns people.
Haha.
And wendy, i have seen the doc.
So don't be worried.
You won't have a chance of getting swine flu for now, tsk tsk.(:
I guess i better off comp and go to sleep now.
I'm gonna rest early.
So i can recover faster:)
Goodnights to all.
Love~
(actualy wanted to post about something else. But shall save it for next post.(:)

Birthday celebration with WENDY;D

2009-06-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

Today was a long and tiring, yet enjoyable day!
Wendy and I went (window!)shopping all the way at Orchard.
LOL.
First we met at the "JOIE BUS STOP".
LOL! Then we realised that we wore the same thing although we did not plan before hand!
Ok lah not really the same exact thing, but its the same typ:D You'll see what i mean when you see the above pictures..
We tai you mo qi le la, hor wendy!

So we buse-ed and train-ed all the way to somerset! With me giving directions... (ahem. haha. NOT REALLY ACTUALLY.)
Heeheehs.

So we went to Centre Point- OG -Orchard Point- The Heeren- Takashimaya(NgeeAnnCity)- Paragon- Wisma Atria.

*****

First stop: Centre Point
Haha. We went there to eat lunch. Actually wanted to eat at food court but turned out that they dont have a foodcourt there (ridiculous right, such a big shopping centre! @#$%%@! haha).
So ate Long John's Silver.
LOL we had enough of mac le-.-
Then after eating we walk out then something happened yeh~!
SUDDENLY GOT THIS CAUSASIAN GUY TALK TO US.
lols lols lols.
He was like high-five!!
Then i tio stunn tio worhs.
Haha like i don't even know him at all?
Then we highfived him lo.
After that he still ask where i come from-.-
LOL like singapore? (obviously?)
Then he like dont believe lorh!
Still ask us how old is it studying in singapore etc etc...
Then finally finish conver with a nudge.
Diaos diaos diaos.
Then wendy said maybe he have h1n1?
LOL then we went toilet and washed our hands. (SANITIZED!!T_T)
Then horh! The toilet very very smelly lehs!!X_X
LIKE GOT SOME SHIT SMELL SIA.
But lol we still took pics.
Haha.
After tt faster get out for fear that the da bian smell will stick onto us. LOLs.

*****

Second stop: OG.
LOL we went to search for PINGU!
But yeah dont have.
Haha.

*****

Third stop: Orchard Point!
YAY!
The new shopping centre.
It's like a maze.. we felt so lost lorh!D:
But we did managed to get around..
Not much shops are available or opened yet.
So we only bought sweets at there:D
Then walk walk lorh.
Realised scenery quite nice so we took quite a no. of pics.
Yup yup.
Turned out to be very nice worhs.
Ok u may not agree but that's what WE think:P

*****

Fourth stop: The Heeren
LOL.
LOL.
LOL.
So MALU sia.
I did smth so embarrassing.
As usual.
Knew that the clumsy VALERIE will forever create disaster.
Heeheehs.
( ALL JERRY'S FAULT!~! )
T_T
Shall not say about it.
Go read from wendy's blog.

*****

Fifth stop: Taka
Hahahahahahha.
Here is where we got out big red helium balloon!
Wheeee:DDDD
LOL shopped and joke around as usual..
Nothing much to talk about.
We went to BEST and watched some basketball thingy..
I think is game or what la.
Damn funny de.
Then after that our legs ached so we went out and rest.

*****

Sixth stop: Paragon
Went to toys r us.
TO SEARCH FOR PINGU~!
But to our disappointment.
No pingu.
Awws.
Sob Sob.
But nvm!!:D
Because we finally got rid of our balloons:)
Everyone staring at us plus the ballon quite heavy lehs.
LOLs.
So we passed to the small kids there(:
Heeheeheehs.
Wanted to get free candy floss but realised we too old.
We paiseh lorh.
So in the end also never take.
Hahaha.

*****

Seventh stop: Wisma Atria
Whee!!
Dinner time.
Our legs ached so we went to foodcourt and rest:)
Reached around 5.30 but decided to zilian and take pics before eating.
In the end wasted 30 mins at there slacking laughing taking pics.
LOLs.

*****

Eighth stop: HOME..
After dinner we went back home.
Train-ed.
We are very happy lols.
But also very tired.
Hahahahah.

*****

Very tired now.
LOL.
So i only post a few pics.
Next time post more.
Tomorrow still need go school-.-
Sighs.
So yupps.
Bye bye.
(Have fun viewing the pictures~!^-^)

2009-06-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

E-learning VS 败犬女王!

2009-06-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

在这个炎热的夏天里，我正躲在房间的一角，用功地做着网上功课。。。
Im so so so so hating E-learning. It sucks alright!
In this case i would rather go school than staying at home.
Damn H1N1.
Seriously, the work load is like....
IS LIKE I GET CHICKEN POX AND ONE MONTH NEVER GO SCHOOL LIKE THAT.
Ok la a bit kua zhang.
But well.
I really don't like E-learning.
And i'm so not motivated lorh.
At least in school got teacher.
Not that the school teachers are MOTIVATING.
But at least if I am unsure of anything i can ask.
Not like e-learning.
Yeah right.
Ask the comp when i don't understand that particular subject.
Ask the comp to clear my doubts.
Ask the comp to explain.
Ask the comp to teach me.
Like all it will ever do is to just stare back at me in the face.
Thinking:"HELLO?! ARE U NUTS???"
I will be so ridiculous and stupid to ever do that.
Besides, my comp is near the window.
What will the neighbours think of me if i actually did that?
Sighs.
Oh well.
Depressing matters are not worth my time to be pondered upon.

*****

NOW INTRODUCING SOMETHING THAT IS MORE LIGHT-HEARTED~!
败犬女王~!
*claps claps*
Haha.
Yah la yah la.
Taiwan drama again la.
What la not happy ah.
Not interested then don't read lor.
I got point gun on your head and force you ah.
No right.
LOL.
( suddenly so AP-.- )

Compared to the stupid e-learning, i would rather go watch shows.
Ok, i'm like so stating the fact.
Obviously.
Who would want to do e-learning?

I realised that dramas are always very romantic.
In the show, lucas is like sooooooo NICE la!!
Not like the senior Leslie. >:(
Dumped the girl when they are about to announce that they are going to married soon.
And the girl actually waited him for 6 years.
6 YEARS EH.
From a young lady to an unwanted 33 year woman.
Wahh imagine 6 years lah.
I would be like 21 years old.
From teenager to adult!
Ok Ok don't go off track.
The main idea is the show, not me.
Teehee.
And when the senior came back to taiwan for some university's reunion, they met each other!! (obviously.)
To be exact, the senior came back for the girl's sake.
He saw her video on comp. ( there was once when the girl's house exploded because some bad guy cut the wire from the kitchen stove so the gas leak out... then reporters came and reported that it might be a case of suicide because she 嫁不出去 LOL! that part was damn funny.. then just then the girl ran back from hospital mah so she got into the scene too.. )
So he knew that she was not married yet so he came back to see her.
And blah blah blah...

The after that they got show when the senior ask her to marry him.
That part was so touching.:)
Hor, wendy.
Those who watch will know lah.
Who will reject him larh.
If me also sure accept.
Because so sincere and touching...

Ok.
The 重点 is why he will dump her if they love each other so dearly and stuff??
At first i thought that the guy so ^%&!@@#$$#.
In the end it was just a misunderstanding.
Someone passed the wrong message to the girl.
So both of them wasted 6 years of their time waiting and mising each other.
Thanks to a misuderstanding..
Sobs Sobs.

Haha.
I know i'm a very bad storyteller.
But i very lazy continue to say leh.
Somemore my blog is also not a drama report blog.
And bet you would be so bored reading all this crap.
Or perhaps after reading this you blame me for being a spoiler.
LOL.
But if you interested go watch bah.
It's really very nice.:)

*****

Wah i just realised i have been talking a whole list of crap.
Hehs.
But if not i also nothing to talk about.
Want to know what i do these few days?
LOL it's totally nothing la.
Wake up, eat lunch, homework( or e-learning ), dinner, watch shows( sometimes blog ).
LIKE THAT LORH.
Boring right.
Never even go out.
Even got also not worth mentioning.
( If not you want to read about i go downstair buy food, or go school do project? come on. )
So i would rather post something else than my life.
My life is sooo borrinnngg.
Bleahs.
Sighs.

Now im off to continue watching my show.
Bye.

*因为你值得被用真心对待。*

NEW LUST FOR PINGU!!

2009-06-22T05:08:00.000-07:00

I have a new lust for Pingu!

I WANT IT!!

Lol.
Yes i want it.
Pingu.
Pfft but where to find.
.....
Hey you!
Yes you!
Who ever you are who tends to be reading this now:
BUY IT FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
Haha.
Here i come pingu!!

Hehehe..

******

HAHA.
Have been working on an art piece for two days.
It's called:
Gingerbread Girl-The Masterpiece.
Wahahaha.
LOL.
It's for my brother's school work.
WHAT?
You jealous orh?
Tsk Tsk.
SAD that u dont have a sister like me right.
Nany nany poo~!

LOL.
The words is my bro write de.
Yups..

*******

Bye.

U WATCH OUT UH!

2009-06-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

WENDY LOH!!

pfft u better be scared now.
Wahahahaha~!
U WATCH OUT UH!
I WILL REVENGE DE!
MUAHAHAHA~!
BY THEN when i inject mre brain cells into my brain.
I WILL BE DAMN SMART TO MAKE U EAT URE OWN MEDICINE
WAHAHAHA~!
U WATCH OUT UH!
But ok lah u should feel quite honoured la hor.
One whole post dedicated just for u!
HAHAHA.

Da Dum Da Dum

2009-06-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

I have finally finished watching Prince+Princess2. It's really really super nice. The songs too!<3

******

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN, SEAN AND ALOYSIOUS~!
haha. So many peepo birthday on 20June!
Hoorah~!
Ok ok u can go on and sing happy birthday but yea im not singing today.

******

Yay! Now next drama im going to watch is bai quan nv wang!! *Twist*
Hope it will be nice.
Uh yes yes, for your info, i am a taiwan drama addict.:)

Pfft.
I have changed my skin.
Why?
Bored lo.
Im bored.
Im really bored.

Although it's wonderful that school closed down, but still, I feel quite sad.
Because Im getting fatter, and i bet, I'll gain a few KGs when school reopen.
Shucks.
Thanks to my slothy nature, I have not been exercising for some time.
Pfft.
Sadd.
Sighs.
Cannot le la!!
I must jian fei!
Yeah!!
*ties a cloth onto head*
Yes jian fei jian fei jian fei~!
Situps and crunches!
Hmm.
I shall do them before i sleep everyday.
That is, if i remember:)
Hahaha.

Bye.

家庭で腐敗

2009-06-16T08:26:00.000-07:00

I'm back, finally.
Have not been posting for like so long.
Where have i been?
Nowhere actualy.
I'm just too lazy.
Why am i so lazy?
That, i don't know too.
Perhaps i was just born with a slothy nature.
Change it?
Nah.
So finally, after a decade, VALERIE the SLOTH is back blogging.
Be amazed.
Let your eyes roll out of your sockets.
Let you saliva flow out of your mouth.
Let your heart stop thumping...
Oh no.
That would result to your death.
And in this case i would be a murderer.
A criminal.
A monster.
A sinner.
A...
( Can you seriously stop crapping? Thank you~ )
Ok.
Yup.
WHAT?
WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS.
RR.
*slaps my own face*
Ok.

******

My holidays are almost over. Let me count. 1,2,3.. Forget it. Next monday, the day where all happiness vanish. ATTACK OF AHS. Let's all run and hide! Don't worry. SUPERHERO VALERIE IS HERE TO SAVE YOU~! ( not VALERIE the SLOTH. )

Seriously, this holiday is rather busy. Though i'm unsure about why i'm so busy either. But hoorah. I'm going for facial @ orchard tomorrow!:) Be jealous. Haha.

My homework are still undone..but i had cleared some this few days. I'm left with half an english compo and half a chinese compo, english project and the reading. Which i think, i hope, i pray, can be finished on time. Despite all the homework, the fun shall not be missed!

What I have done recently:
-Went out for project meet-ups ( which ended up doing almost nothing:P )
-Went out with Jocelyn and Junting, took neos:) GIRLS DAY OUT~!
-Went for some literature seminar, which ended up being late for like half the thing. Went to lunch with friends after that. Shopped Tampines 1
-Went Pasir Ris park with friends
-Went to watch TERMINATOR SALVATION with brother and friends
-Went for the Da Vinci exhibition @ Science Centre

That should be all. I think. My memory ain't very good so i may tend to forget some stuff. Haha. You may say it's boring. But well, with all the homework and project nonsense such a boring and mundane holiday seems unavoidable.

I shall not talk much.

No, i'm not emo.

Just that i want to rush into another room and watch my taiwan drama serial.
When the prince fall in love with the second princess.

Bye and nights to all.
<3